virus

i'm always the unlucky one.

i know i'm already considered much more lucky than a lot of other VERY unlucky ppl, but i still can't help feeling unlucky.

from flu virus to computer virus to exam virus, i've got them all. the worst of them.

those who know me well sure know how bad i'm influenced by the flu virus. money and time spent to find the cure for this virus has cost us more than we can afford. but my mum is till trying very hard. she just don't want to see her daughter flooded by used tissues with mucus everyday.

of course i'm very grateful for my mum's effort but sometimes i really wanna tell her to just give up. there is no medication that she have came across that i haven't tried. no matter where is the source from, she just wanna give it a try, hoping that i will some how recover. especially everytime she return from china trip. somehow china ppl will findout she is looking for medicine to sure nose and they came up with numerous ways that my mum believed, or more accurately, my mum wanna to let me try.

as for computer virus, i think its from msn and friendster. now everytime i open my friendster, a porn site will open along -___- i'm not interested in porn loh. if edison chen or jay chou or wu zun or charmaine seah maybe la. but if its some random dunno who, then no need to show me k. not interested.

another pop up that i frequently get is the CiD: party poker. not interested also la. if wanna poker, come la we play real cash. online cash not nice enough, unless it can be used for online shopping :)

then somehow the computer virus manage to creep into all my pendrive and memory card. so now all my external memories got a extra folder, the name either copied from the initial folder, of it will just be named as "new folder". and i couldn't even reformat it. it just says that i'm not allowed to do so. i can't even conduct a virus scan. half way it will say "scan is aborted by user". sigh.

exam virus. everytime before exam my mood will be down into a super deep valley. especially after i failed my asr that time, i seems to be very frightened by 'exam'.

i studied as much as my brain could remember, i wrote as my hand and pen allows, but at last, when the results come out, it is unsatisfactory. why? i don't know. all i can say is that i did my best. please don't judge my stupidity based on my exam results. that a very bad measure. that the minimum i can achieve. seriously.

sigh. rantings over. i tried hard not to include a lot of ratings in my blog because i wan my blog to be a happy one but somehow its really hard for me to do so.

hope everybody's life is better than mine. good day to all.