all the best to myself

my msn personal msg:
i lost the two pilot pens i JUST bought ... WHEN WILL ALL THESE END???

huey joon reply me:
if u lost 2 pilot bf, its matter, 2 pilot pens is not a big matter ... =.=

i dunno y recently i'm having a VERY long string of bad luck ...
its way too long to be mentioned ...

therefore please bear with me if i emo at any of u ...
i'm trying very hard to control my "emo-ness" but its really hard coz things keep happening against wat i wan them to be ..
nobody will understand my feeling of despair ...

but don't worry =)
i'll face each and every day as a new start and hopefully that new day will stop my bad luck ...

all the best to myself =)