stoning and stoning

nothing much happened these few days ...
or maybe its that my mind is too busy to realise things going on around me ...

got my result today ...
it SUX big time ...
please dun ask ... thx ...

i'm still in the "stoning" mode ...
stone everywhere i go ...
especially at work ...

ok la now i try to recalled wat happened ...
basically i went out everynight ...
but i really dunno wat i'm doin around coz ... i dunno ...

i feel lifeless ... i'm leaning on my friends for support ...
once they are gone ... i can feel myself breaking down ...

went fun fair one of the day ...
took away moon's "first time" of sitting a temporary fun fair game =)
i can't really rmb the feeling up there ... was abit terrifying .. but i just stonned the whole ride ...

i dun like the HUGE JAM everymorning ...
the HUGE HUMAN JAM ...
iits like fighting to get into monorail ...
fighting to get into lrt ... its so stressful ...

life IS stressful ...
to a point that stress overwhelmed me and i can feel it on me so heavy that i'm suffocated ...

but don't u all worry ...
i'll hang on ...
till the very last minute .. when God decides i'm ready for afterlife ...
i promise =)